Final evening I had a dream that shook me to the bone and I am freaked out. Usually a dream like this would not hassle me however this one is as a result of I am scared it’d come true like many different goals I’ve had.
It began again after I was actually little and a few of my first recollections had been of feeling this deja vu like feeling after which realizing that it was one thing I had dreamed about earlier than and now it was coming true. At first it was actually small and customary stuff and I began blowing it off as me simply dreaming about one thing that occurred steadily, like strolling down a selected corridor in school, however over the previous few years it has turn into a bit much less frequent and much more correct.
Its attending to the purpose the place I’ve goals about very odd and particular conversations I overhear after which listening to the identical individuals having the identical precise dialog right down to the final phrase. I’ve had goals about issues each small and insignificant and actually particular distinctive moments come true.
I not often dream and after I do it normally finally ends up being this premenition of types. Then final evening I had a dream the place I walked into this poorly lit room that I am virtually certain was my college cafeteria and sitting down throughout from this woman I actually like, however she is bent ahead as if she is trying down on the ground or a cellphone and also you cant actually see her physique properly. She picked her head up and… she was pregnant. I bear in mind this sense in my chest at first like I at all times do after I see her however then after I noticed her ‘child bump’ it felt like somebody had ripped my beating coronary heart out of my chest and I felt this combination of suprise, shock and horror that shook me to my core, then this deep unhappiness washed over me, and I awakened, virtually gasping for air. I attempted to make sense of the dream and as soon as I had I made a decision to see if I might return to sleep and decide up the place I left off to see if I might study any extra about this or to see if one thing loopy would occur that will show that this was extra of a dream and never a premonition, however I could not.
I do not know precisely why any of this occurred and I am making an attempt to make sense of it and of all these premonition-like goals I’ve had. I do not know what to do however I do know I do not need any of that dream to return true. I do not know if this was some type of signal from my sub conscience to ‘go get her earlier than another person does or earlier than she makes a mistake or earlier than one thing you may have protected her type occurs’ or if I am simply loopy or what.
Sorry if this sounds outlandish or loopy or the work of a schizophrenic who blurs the road between actuality and fiction. I do not drink or do medication and I do not know why this occurred or what to do.