(I’m a 19 yr previous man fyi)
Effectively hello that is my second put up ever on reddit and the final put up blended with this put up will in all probability make you suppose I’m loopy, heck i is likely to be with out me understanding however that’s irrelevant.
So right here i am going:
A short while again about 2 months in the past i had this loopy vivid dream of me and a few actually shut buddies partying (I by no means have these sorts of desires) on an boat someplace i do not find out about in RL.
Within the dream it felt like i used to be on that boat for a number of hours earlier than water began to circulation in quick as f*ck, then i noticed her, essentially the most stunning lady ever (a 5/10 I recon most individuals would say, however a 20/10 for me)
I received the warmest feeling in my ches, at that second i received the strongest will to stay, she was the lacking hyperlink in my life.
I ran to her and he or she simply took a powerful maintain on my sweater and mentioned “comply with me!” Ofc i did and we went by one thing that regarded like a gap within the hul lined by drapes and on the opposite aspect was one thing that jogged my memory of the shire with out all of the properties anticipate one home, we went in direction of it.
At that second it felt like a god rattling utopia, we talked for one thing that felt like hours after which out of nowhere a bunch of men got here.
That they had masks on and so they had that bloodlust that will make anybody shiver, we ran and out of the blue i had a sword in my arms and so did she i swung my sword straight on the masked guys however the lady was infront of me even tho we had been again to again 1 second in the past, i hit her, i bear in mind the sensation of all the desire to stay in me simply vanish when she dropped and that i slumped over her and began screaming of how sorry i used to be whereas choking on my tears.
And that’s when i awoke in a panic with the worst feeling you may think about simply crying in mattress for a great 30 min.
However there’s one factor I can’t shake that’s the truth that I’ve the strongest feeling of affection for this lady and the truth that I one way or the other know i’ll meet her once more…
You’ll be able to ask me any questions and/or speculate about how insane i’m.