It is not that fucked up however I’ve all the time had this dream that I hardly ever have however I nonetheless keep in mind each single a part of it.
I am principally alone on this black room. The room is so giant I am unable to see the ends of it. Then this big dice as huge as a pyramid drops down on me, however as a substitute of getting squished I find yourself carrying it with each of my arms strained a lot that my muscular tissues will get ripped aside, peeling off from my bones. The worst half about it was that I did not really feel dangerous about it, and as a substitute I felt like it’s my obligation to hold this burden. A pair minutes into the dream, I all of a sudden drop the dice. I do not know if it was on accident or I actually simply wished to eliminate my “burden”, however after I do drop it, an enormous wave of disappointment, remorse, unhappiness and melancholy wash over me and envelop me after which I get up, and I can nonetheless really feel all these feelings from my dream. I keep in mind most of it after I get up and I nonetheless do till now.
I do not actually do not know methods to describe the sensation aside from the sensation I’ve after I get up is like my bones are hole, my abdomen is empty, and I simply really feel actually depressed for dropping that enormous dice. I do not how else to explain it.