I do not know find out how to work this app, however I need assistance. Final night time I had a odd dream, the primary half I am making an attempt to understand is the very fact I shot myself in my head, killing myself. I used to be working away from one thing, one thing or somebody and I feel it was my previous. Earlier than I shot myself my mother or somebody near me was with me begging me to not, however I simply put my hand on the set off and pulled. And I fell, and I simply felt like I used to be slowly falling right into a deep deep sleep, and the scary half is, I felt like I used to be at peace, pure peace. I am turning 17 in a month, and suicide has all the time simply been a fantasy that I may by no means decide to. This all has been upsetting me and reminding me of the time I took over 20 tablets and laid in my mattress all night time on my own, and I’ve by no means instructed anybody, and I really feel like my thoughts is consuming me alive,can somebody inform me what this implies?